Why cant i fit in

Every school i go to iv been bullied because im ugly so in september i started at college i loved it at first i made friends with everyone but as the years gone on they are starting to hate me more and more. i dont even get what iv done wrong. They are constantly calling me stupid and slack and just take the piss out of me all the time i dont actully get what iv done to them iv never said a bad thing about any of them. i dont even dare say out now because i no thell take the piss out of me somehow.

Kirsty shes like the leader of the gang is having a party for her birthday she invited me at first but yesterday sent me a text saying she cancled it. Yeh right i no shes lying. so i went home went on facebook and wrote on beckies wall her bestfriend saying "im crying with laughter she actully fell for it she thinks its cancled"
she is such a dickhead.

I bet if i was 2stone lighter they would be my friends.