Just a little rant

Today hasnt been the best day with food went to my grandmars for tea ate a bit more then i would of liked to eat but did get to see my grandmar and auntie

One think that has really started to annoy me is that my psycologist has just left about 3week ago but i hadnt seen her in a couple of moths befor that and she rung me up telling me shes left but didnt tell me what was going to happen to me but that my family pscologist is going to book an appointment with me dad well its been 3week now and.....nothings happend

Iv asked my dad a couple of times if hell ring up the family councler shes called Lorna btw i hate asking him because i want him to think im fine he keeps saying yeh but he never does its because im fat now so he probley dosnt think i need help wich is good in some ways if i was 2stone lighter he would be straight on the phone like he was when i was 89pounds

i hate the fact that people dont see your food problems as serious if your not super skinny they just think your a drama queen and want attetion. I guess its good that people dont force you to eat and stuff and ask you about it and its easier to hide